Bloody Earth and Godless sky,
Who stole my true love from me,
From this life I bid farewell,
In hopes we meet again.
Every day and every night,
I have sat alone in fright.
It is not the dark I fear,
But it is the light.
In this dark I wait alone,
Watching in the skies unknown,
Then a light shines through the skies,
A ray of hope has shown.
Oh, my love, how have you slept?
In this rain I have but kept,
My love for you, still burning bright,
As though it were the moon.
Goodbye cruel world, goodbye cruel life,
On this day I end my strife,
In hopes that we meet again,
My love, my darling wife.
As the name of this journal suggests, my day kinda sucked. I felt like it was entirely meaningless and completely wasted. I feel like my life doesn't really have much purpose by itself. It wasnt bad, but . . . Empty. Depressing. I dont know why, but I miss the pain I used to feel.. wish my day was painful. Id rather feel pain then feel so empty.. Has anyone else here experienced this? I dont really think anyone will read this so im not expectinf a response, but I guess im just ranting.
Hey, sorry about being gone for so long. So many things came up, and it seems like I finally have free time to do stuff ^_^ Anyways, I think I'll try and get more into the social aspect of DeviantArt over trying to get watchers. I should be aiming more for friends. Anyways, if anyone just wants to chat casually, send me a message over DeviantArt :) I'll be submitting actual art soon. Any requests? Oh god, just realized I have to get back to drawing again. Thats gonna take more concentration then I've had recently xD Sorry for being gone so long!
Sorry I've been away so long, things have just been hectic at home. I promise to update things later this week. Thank your for our patience, its appreciated..